Once again I seem to trade my soul for one thats cheaply made

Someone said that to me when I was 15. I never forgot it. I'm not sure why it so hauntingly stuck to my memory as little of that time did. I walked the roads that gave my soul up for that trade, yet for some reason I have always pulled through.

Those of you who know me have seen some of the road I have walked. Others know pieces and other have no clue.

That leaves me to what I am today. 29 year old single father of the most wonderful child on the planet. I have to tell you that my entire physical being changed right now as I went from writing the dreary introduction to the sentence that finally mentions my boy. Happiness.

So I now sit here and ponder. What is a blog for? I am arrogant enough to believe that my small existence and thoughts should bring entertainment and education for all? Nah.... It for me. I need to write down the triumphs and defeats in my life. Why? It is one way I can truly value and learn from them.

It also gives me a great excuse to go buy a camera.